He said its normal and everything will be fine

Rajsamand, Rajasthan

I was 7-8yrs old when this happened. We used to stay with my uncle's family. I had a cousin who was 10 years older than me. We used to play hide and seek along with my 3 year old brother and 13 year old cousin sister. Somehow when my cousin sister was seeking, he used to take me to our store room and would ask my little brother to hide in another room. He used to open my pants and touch his penis on my body. He tried to insert it inside me but I started crying and shouting. He said its normal and everything will be fine. He brought a chocolate with me later when I refused to be around him.

 

I was too small to understand what was happening. I just knew this wasnt right. One day, somehow, he again managed to be alone with me and he repeated his disgusting actions, I asked him why doesnt he do the same with his own sister. He did not reply anything and left. He did not come in front of me for atleast a week.

 

This was imprinted in my mind. Years later I realized what happened then!!! I have let that go because it made me felt horrible.

Why didn't I report?

Firstly I was too small to realize that. Secondly, I always felt guilty because of that and thought that might ruin our family relationship

I was wearing A night suit when the incident happened



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